ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Chris Crittenden teaches environmental ethics at the University of Maine, and does much of his writing in a hut in a spruce forest. He had about fifty poems accepted in 2009, most in academic or small press journals.
Writer’s Block
letters
fidget like grubs
on the corpse of an idea
lost to their feast.
i can’t net
the lightning bugs
flickery as photons
in their tempest.
i need mental police
to collar the burglar
who stole my sparkle’s
gist—
for passion to slap me,
or luxuriate,
bold as an odalisque
on the sateen of my heart.
i need a pen so pointed
it tattoos paper flesh,
etching to inspire
decades.
i need thrills that flip-flop
and tangle in roses,
torn so badly they see petals
as patches on truth.
for sale,
retching scupltures
no one made.
unique statements
of the unheard fall.
crushed rapidly under heel,
like derelict lockets,
or fossils from the teardrops
of lost nymphs.
up they go, blustered,
kicked into an obedient
circus-dog routine,
flipping about,
but earning no bones.
their slavers conjuring
aches that slouch
in inflamed glands,
but no one sees
them for individuals,
or savors the sense
that wings could be massed
from their shuffle and loft.
the lowest of them
spread wide, calling
in a last ditch jut,
torn of seam and soiled lip.
but no one wants
such sexless brothels,
or the pander and cajole
of worms.
fury tinkers with valves
in the medulla of my grief,
twisting weird tubes
with hands oiled in tears,
and chattering like a monkey.
it’s hard to see what it’s up to,
frantic on its perch on my back.
some might mistake it
for the cosmic flails
of a lassoed butterfly.
at some juncture, in a crossroads,
perhaps it did sprout wings,
escape a nest of doubts
by jumping off a ledge
of self-castigations.
those were vibrant times.
youth possessed of buoyancy.
the inevitable poison
had not found a way
to breach a perfect face.
but that dram gnaws
on the seams in all minds,
has a preference
for the delicacy of flight.
it gets into joys and loves,
makes them fussy, mechanical,
mad.
Published April 2010